Never Ending Dream

I wanted someone special,
I was looking for someone new,
Not expecting you,
I've heard so much about you,
Good and bad,
But my eyes don't go to your past,
You've change things around me,
Given me things I'll never regret,
I feel I can trust you with my secrets,
As you have with me,
I feel safe when you hold me,
I feel like you care when you look at me,
But there's something that scares me,
What do you do when i'm not around,
What is said when im not in the room,
Will my past repeat its self,
Will I end up broken yet again,
Am I getting in to deep,
Am I telling things I shouldn't,
Where will we be in two years, five years even ten,
Will I still be safe with you,
Or will I be alone wishing again,
So many questions only time can answer,
So many things I worry about the outcome,
All I can do is close my eyes,
And let my heart guide me,
But one question I can answer now,
I don't want this dream to end.